Happy Birthday

It’s almost four in the morning, trying to sleep but for some reason m not able to.. I just completed 21 years of my life today……..Happy birthday to me aaahh..m missing someone…. missing being at home…missing the celebration with mum and dad….well well well ….chuck the previous stuff.. right now the weather is pretty good.. loving the rain.. the clouds covering Manipal.. it looks like heaven, feeling as if god is showering his blessing over me…. ..  I am loving the wind.. the blowing wind… Friends were in a mood to have a birthday blast….. oh yeah!!! A birthday blast!!!!! It was a nice suprise…. Love all of them….. Thanks guys….

Hhhm…… whats should I write pen down more…. yeah!!! The days are passing by at the speed of the light.. memories of last year are still fresh and another one just popped up… feels good.. feels happy but to be frank, I am so fresh and happy this time..guess time is not slogging any more as it did for past couple of months and have taken toll on me.. or may be I was not happy with certain things..

But on the other hand.. I am happy…. more than anyone can ever be…. I should better say I am the happiest person in the world… You bet!!!! I am really happy for my new life, I am really loving the way it’s shaping up.. growing at the rocket speed but on slow and steady pace as well it is getting ready to run on its own feet.. New semster… Last year of graduation… old pals… few new friends…. and the Launchpad… My life is really shaping up the way I forever hunted it to be…..

In the past months.. there were few hiccups.. mostly from the Mum’s side.. as she was not keeping well..had good amount of rough days… but things went to be smooth within a month… and I got rid of all those sleepless nights.. and got my weekends back too… and then I got the world best gift I can ever get… or ever imagine……. gosh!!!! I was waiting for that eargly… didnt know… that it would come in this way…. I just loved the arrival of my new gift…. I dont have words … just m thankful to god that I have got what I always wanted…. I am too happy about it… Did you get me? Keep guessing…. M not gonna reveal my top secrete too soon… heee yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

But again…It’s the whole package.. and I need to accept it with a smiling face.. if there are good times.. there will be bad times too.. there is no fun without the bad times..

Want to write more and more but I guess… I will end up making this a sad post rather than a happy happy post.. hahahehehehe

So, let’s talk about good things… very good things.. haha the gifts…

Till now… got really cool gifts.. Mum and dad  gifted me.. the coolest gifts…. J

Got choclates …. soft-toys…. and much more … do you really want to know all those? Had a big birthday blast with firends…. oh yeah…!!! they made it most memorable day of my life… its my last Birthday at Manipal…. for sure.. m gonna miss may days here….. my friends….. J

AND… THERE IS A SUPER COOL AND EXCITING GIFT FROM ME TOO.. haha… A “Mast”gift.. hehehhehe…… Guess I wont be gifting it to myself today.. but soon I will… I have designed  new Collage of pics…. J  will definetly soon upload a pic of it for ll of you to have a look…

I guess.. that’s it for now…

Ending it with a happy note… just need best wishes of everyone..

Thanks

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Cheers

Soumya

Life jolts, not the end!

Yesterday night I was pretty upset to hear my friend crying.This post is dedicated to a very dear friend who does not realize how good she is. I am no where trying to show sympathy but I am just trying my best to make her realize that the life is not that bad.

I know I am quite young to comment over life. But I would like to mention. I am sure many of you will not agree with me. By the way how do you take life as? Please let me know…. Some people says… life is very complex.. Some says its effortless… according to some its depends on how we perceive it and last but not the least.. Some says life is neither simple nor complex….

So many different perception about life.. which one should I consider right? Well.. I guess it differs from individual to individual… everyone look at it with different from aspect… for me life is a mystery… and mysteries cant be easily understood… you never know what the next moment going to serve you.. Life has beginning and it has a end too…, every beginning has an end and this thing is just about to end if you are not careful enough… ending doesn’t always means to be dead… but yes… it always refers to losing the charm of life… sometime it blooms like a flower and sometime it just fades away.. it never stops.. It always keeps moving forward….. It can not be back up…life never seems to rest in search of fulfilment…

We have to learn how to surf in the ocean of sorrow and sadness, and hope for the shore of the happiness. It will come and is always on the way. We just don’t know how long it will take but it is on the way and hope is what we need… J

Life is darker then the darkness sometime… but there is always a brighter side of every thing… I believe in being positive…. So, the brighter side of the darkness – The life will be full of joy and happiness, when a person learns to find brighter side of the darkness.

There is always a brighter side at the end of the darkness and we will never be able to find if we keep ourselves in the darkness without even trying to move. I know, it hurts a lot when someone leaves on the halfway but instead of keeping ourselves in the past, we should look forward to the bright future which is ahead. The past was mere few years but why to waste whole life because of those few years?

I know that making rounds of those temples did not help, I know the fasts did not help but God is not there in those temples. God is nothing but inner you. God did not let that relationship work because God knew the future and certainly did not want you to be in the pain for the whole life. That person left you because he was not the right person for you and it was his bad luck that he did not get you, not yours.

The life is so beautiful and full of joy. I am not asking you to forget the past, don’t even forget a single moment of it but also learn to look at the present which is welcoming you with open arms. Embrace the present with a smile and joy. And once you learn to do it, the past won’t make those tears come out.

This one is for everyone, learn to live life with joy, I know we face lot of difficulties in the life but we should learn how to overcome them. If you have lost something in the life, do not waste time thinking why did you lose it but spend time in thinking how can you be better so that you don’t make that kind of loss again.

When you lose something, it simply means that there is something better in the basket which is waiting for you. Just pass the test of life and you will never regret.

And I think people should start thinking broader, think beyond “me and myself”. I really do not understand why people have narrow thinking, why they can’t think beyond “myself”, think selflessly.

The day when we all start thinking selflessly, it will be the world’s happiest day. Helping out people without expecting anything gives the happiness which nothing else can give. But people fail to understand that.

New York

It has been really very long since I have been to Picture hall and watched any movie….  Well the reason why I have not been to theater were:-

Point 1 . I didn’t have the nice company to go with

Point 2 . I had my exams

Point 3 . I was busy back at home and then in internship

Point 4 . There were no movies worth going for…

And point 4. BLAH BLAH BLU BLU….. hehehe… I don’t know anymore.. hehehe

Frankly speaking… These were not the only reason that I didn’t go out to watch movies….. It just that…. I didn’t feel like watching movies…. Wohuhuhu… But finally after my exams and internship….  My wait is over… J

Aaah… welll how it happened to watch the movie…  I and bro were sitting at home and was waiting for our cousin sister.. as soon as she arrived.. she said.. I want to see the movie… we skipped all our planes and we just went on…. But .. the sad thing… there was a HOUSE FULL…. Then we searched, searched and a bit of more searched… finally we found 3 tickets in Black… Woppiiieee

Oopsss I am going off the track…..

Well… getting along with NEW YORK… the movie has a plot roaming around the shadows of 9/11 attacks happened in New York. 3 very good friends (Omar, Sam & Maya) in which 2 of them (Sam & Maya) get married and Omar loses touch with both of them as he moves to some other place. But suddenly, the FBI detains Omar claiming that he is part of the terror group. But the purpose of detaining him to find solid evidence against his friend Sam, who according to FBI is heading a terror group. FBI forces Omar to best friends with Sam & Maya and stay with them for sometime, so that they can trace activities of Sam. But Omar does not believe that Sam is a terrorist, he goes on a journey to prove that his friend and he both are innocent.

Overall, I really liked the movie, the story, it was pretty much strong, for a change the movie did not have any unnecessary songs and unwanted scenes… perfect direction and editing.

What I liked about the movie was, it tries to shows one of the reasons for some of the guys taking the path of terrorism, it shows how FBI deals with innocent people etc… But at the same time, I did not find ending of the movie proper, something was lacking, raised few questions.

On the acting front, all the actors did their job pretty well, Katrina Kaif is growing movie by movie.. and on the top of it she looked very cute too.. Really liked the character of Sam i.e. John Abraham.. Nicely played.. Neil Nitin Mukesh was pretty impressive.. Irfan Khan was pretty decent, he didn’t have anything much to do, he just played what he was asked for.. Nothing exceptional.. Nothing to show his actual acting skills..

On the music front… I don’t think anything was original… the music was good but nothing original… it sounded like copied partly from his previous movies Cinematography was pretty good..

So, overall, the movie was very good, It is definitely worth a watch.. Go for it..

Cheers

Soumya