Insight

Am I blind to see what is happening to me?

I am locked up

I am knocked up

I am all beaten down

Ooooppppssss…….

I am 5 feet underground

The workload gets on the top

I have become slave of a clock

I scream and tell it to stop

Messy people, comes and goes,

Feelings to be with friends have arose

I try to lead those shattered dreams

I have messed life’s melody themes

Except friends everything else is composed

Now a cluttered life me owes

My dark black eyes are watching me

My soul roams in the fog

I, with myself cannot get along

I try to talk with my younger scenes

But now they have started to scream

Slowly I began to realise

The darker side is chasing me

I look deep into my soul

Try to find the hidden me

Not within this dark soul

I initiated to stroll

Happening to hate self-control

Whatever is going, will this ever stop?

I must leave

And Try find mental peace

My pains will decrease

I don’t need a key to unlock this door,

I’m going to break down these virtual walls,

And jump into Niagara falls

So here I get up and leave,

An idea I have conceived

Now, I have achieved

The mental peace

I have lost the disbelieve

And I am all ready to celebrate Christmas eve.